PHOENIX

I'm thinking deeply
At least I'm trying to
I'm breathing slowly
I found the meaning

Inside me
something is changing
Around me
Things are burning

Waiting to reborn
From the ashes
With all that was learned
All the falls and crashes

Were meant to teach me a lesson
To discover they
were meant to give me a reason
To wake up and fight back

And that reason is you
finally I'm done
I found you
I'm not alone

(Segunda parte?)

You've put me through a lot
More than once
Life was made to learn
But not to do the same mistake twice

After all you lies
I'm sure that you cannot
Look me in the eyes
and tell me to trust your words

My words won't count
my dos and don'ts
Wills speak for them
As well as my mind

You've had enough
Calm down
U just yelled too much

Yes, I had enough
Yes, I yelled to much
And now it won't come back
Around is turning now

(Otro?)

The sound
Is playing now
The lights
Are blowing of

Our minds
The rhymes
Are flowing through
Our souls and hearts

We shall perform
And sometimes improvise
The life is our stage
But don't overanalyse

You must concentrate
Never hesitate
Never get late
because you can forget

The rules you set
the goals you get
The vows you say
Were made, to be broken

I'm not looking back
To the shadows of my past
I won’t turn around
I think I had enough

A legend in my soul
Is born again
There is no return
The decision was taken

It won't be easy
I’ll have to be wise
I'm not sure what is missing

Este poema es uno de los primeros poemas "serios" que he escrito. Había aprendido una dura pero útil lección, a disculparme, perdonarme, superar los problemas y no volver a cometerlos. 
Esa época se llenó de limpieza interior y descubrí que la forma más adecuada de plasmar esto sería mediante la imagen mental (tanto del poema como de mí misma) de renacimiento. Por esta razón usé al ave Fénix que representa el coraje que toma renacer de tus propias cenizas, con la cabeza en alto y con un futuro andando, contigo al mando. El coraje que te da valor y razon para seguir luchando.